The best things in Life...

Isn't money, fame or prominence but the people who surrounds you.

I feel blessed to know that I am surrounded by people I love and loves me. The best thing about being in a relationship with Leon, apart from the fact that he is my best friend, is that his closest friends are mine as well. I don't have to spend time to click with anyone of them or to try to get in their favour. They are already people I adore and respect :) Looking forward to next Sat at Eski!

Went out with them tonight for dinner and drinks. The rest couldn't make it so it was just Alex, Chris, fang and I. Went for dinner at Manhattan fish market and beer at Brewerks after that. Had a great time chatting and laughing. But would have been better if Leon was present. Am just glad that my bf's friends are my best friends as well. Had a great time catching up, drinking, eating and making merry. :) One of life's simplest joys.

For that, I really have to thank him for bringing these wonderful people into my life.

You didn't just come into my life with a big bang. You brought a bunch of people who have lit up my life in the most wonderful ways. A bunch of folks whom I know I can count on even when you are far away. A bunch I can depend on and love. Thank you for being in my life and playing such an important role. You are the first and the only people whom I feel no reservations loving. With you, I didn't even have to try. You are just the kind of person whom I know I can depend on no matter what happens. Towards you, I don't have to try hard to be protective, jealous, or involved. I just am. It feels weird actually. No one has ever meant this much to me without even trying. I am trying to cope with my possessiveness but do be patient with me. I have never felt this surge before and I am trying my very best to cope with it. To me, you are perfect. I have never met anyone as kind, or as humane as you are.

Today as I distributed the gifts, I was reminded of how you bought them for our friends even way before you got anything for yourself. That's the person you are, always putting others before yourself. And I adore you for it. It is you whom I have trusted and depended on for 8 solid years. You have never failed me, ever. Even when I was with others, you have never left my side. You have always been holding my back, picking me up after every fall and nursing my wounds. And I have never been happier. Now, I can be myself and know I will be loved for it. I don't have to be flawless or perfect. I just have to be who I am :)

I have never been happier, or more content.

It is you, who made the difference.

I am glad we spent the last 8 years building up the foundation of our friendship. And I am praying damn hard it will take us through for the rest of our lives.

With you, love is simple, because you are my best friend.

I love you Baby. Truly, madly, deeply.

Thank you for the friendship, all that you have done and for everything you are.

You are truly, the best thing in my life right now. Everything you are, and have brought into my life, is pure joy.

And I appreciate them all :)

*hugs*



10 hours later...


Back from Reds. Wahahaha. I am beginning to like the place quite a bit. Doreen is warming up to me and has given me some really good suggestions. Really hope that she will become my fixed stylist in the future. But a bit sad though cause she didn't exactly do my colouring. She picked the colour and inspected once in a while only :( Got two assistants to help me instead. Or rather one, but the other just came and kept smiling at me and did with the other guy anyway =.="The hairstyling assistants were funny too. Two boys served me and told me funny stories and their hobbies and stuff. Wonder if they know I am probably much older than them. Wahahaha. Cindy said I look younger with this look. Feels quite good to have young boys fuss over your attention man. Felt like a damn princess with them colouring and drying my hair both at once. Shioks! Weekdays are greaaaaaaaat for doing your hair man. Ahahaha, no rush^^

But sorry Baby, kept u waiting for long :(

I rabu you ok!

Also went to the eye doctor this morning. Damn the Q was freaking long can. Luckily Cindy was there. Update, I have achieved 6/6 vision! Muahahahhaa. But that girl better sia... her vision is 6/4.5, which means her vision is 120%, better than perfect! So lucky! Hopefully mine will improve more gradually!!

Also went over to Hel's hairdressing school today with Cin. She was there as her wash and blow practice. Damn funny la. Hel seem to be really putting her heart to learning the craft so I guess it's a good start. Her trainer seem to be quite an... hmmm. Dunno how to put it. Flirtatious? Showy? A bit of an ass? Kept chiding her and putting down her skills in front of us. Told her to take us to Ritz spa as an apology. Got a very weird vibe from him. He keeps walking to my side and trying to show off his skills. Damn ya ya papaya. Got looks no personality also quite sad sia.

Anyway, Mc again on the 24th August due to my eye appointment. Wee! Long weekend! Looking forward to it :)

Lalala.

I love my Baby!! (and Leona too!)







I am feeling the itch..

My mind is buzzing even though as we speak, my body is weak..

My mind is totally up to no good.

I can totally feel it...

After more than a week of being dormant, my cells are buzzing...

Yan...... :p Sweetheart.... *grin*

Darling girls.. when can I pass you girls the stuff (Ya la I noe, my fault, still sick :( )

On a good note... while I was in Bangkok, Ju and Zack finally tied the knot (officially! girl, now you are officially Mrs Huang Lian Po. muahahaha :) I miss gossiping with you babe :()

Lotsa familiar faces on your blog Babe! :D Everyone look well and happy. I missed all the fun man~ ><

Ok la, still too lazy to blog. Haiz.

Recovering well except these days I get tired easily. Doc said the dengue drained my body of my energy and the way I am feeling now is normal. Bloody mosquitoes :(

Ok maybe I'll blog later. Maybe not.

I feel lucky.

It dawned onto me again that I am seeing my very best friend in this world. The only person who really understands and knows me.

And he's crazy, he has the best temper in this world.

Why are you so nice huh?

I am the lucky one huh.

How nice :)



:(

He's ill too.

And he's so faraway.

And alone.

And he doesn't know where the clinic is.

And it's just Week 1.

:(

How?

:(



Just to cheer myself up... :)

(picture taken down my request of my baby. wahahhahaha. it was good while it lasted. hee)

Funny hor :) My sunshine!

Life is never down, boring, sad, uninteresting with you.

You make my life bigger, brighter, louder, happier just by being in it :)

You make it a little noisy, messy, all-over-the-place, shockingly exciting, mind boggling, crazy sometimes but I am still loving it nonetheless :)

Huggles.

Memories of you doing funny things keep me going at times like these - when I am ill or alone.

I miss you!

*grin* I know you will kill me for this.

Lalalala.



Platelet count dropped a little :(

More blood tests coming my way.

But I am still going strong :)

I am a STRONG GIRL!

RWAR!

But I have problems holding my hands steady

:(

So sad.

:)

Baby sayang me!

:)



I am down with dengue.

Yeap you heard me right, I am now officially part of the statistics.

Sucks like hell.

Hurts like hell.

Sick as hell.

:(

I miss you baby.

:(

I hate mosquitoes :(

Went for my second blood test today.. doc's monitoring it on a daily basis to make sure my platelet count is above the minimum level.. otherwise I gotta be warded.

Sigh.



He left last night.

I feel like my heart broke into a million pieces.

But I can't cry since my parents are home.

Been running a high fever since yesterday.

So I am holding back my tears and counting down to another 4 long months before I see him again.

He sprayed husky's belly with his favourite scent a million times so I am hugging it to sleep every night.

Baby I miss you so much. Come home to me soon please.



Day 1 - Left eye op (yesterday)
Received an sms from Dr L Ang in the morning. Reassured me that my cough was not going to interfere with the op. Smsed me again later that morning to check to see if I am feeling ok. Reassured me that everything will be fine. Haha. He is such a nice doctor! Reached the clinic at 1245 and waited for my turn till around 1.30pm. Thank goodness Leon was with me. Eased my nerves quite a bit. Nurse called for my name and tagged my left eye with a green tiny sticker. Waited somemore for the other patients of Dr L Ang to be done. Nursed called me in again to prep my eye for surgery. Put on some giant covers for my shoes and the disposable surgery gown + cap. No need to change. Just 'lup' over.

Dropped some anesthesia into my left eye. Told the nurse I was very frightened and was very afraid it might hurt and she was sweet enough to sneak two vials into my left eye to 'completely numb any pain'. She also applied some iodine-lookalike lotion onto my upper and lower eyelids. Haha. Scary shit. Always thought those things will blind people. Chitchatted with me for a while to ease my nerves and waited in the prep room for Dr Ang to be ready.

When it was my turn, Dr Ang came out and asked me how I was doing. Very sweet doctor. Told me again I am going to be just fine and led me into the room where his team was waiting. Went to lie on the surgical bed and he taped my eyelashes and then called in a nurse to hold my hand. Hahahahaha. Felt like a child man.

Used some prong like apparatus to open up my eyes further so my eyelids wouldnt close. This is the beginning of the scary part since I do not like to have things in my eyes. Use some scary tool on me. Looks like some crosshair on it and started to black out (totally normal). then I started to feel pressure on my eyeball and that's when i think they started to make the incision. Dr Ang was very reassuring throughout and he made sure he let me know what he was doing and what I would be feeling and how long more before it is all over. Next I could start to see again and I was told to just focus on the blinking red light. He did a countdown and didn't really touch my eye much. I could smell something burning (they prolly shaving off part of the cornea) while he did the countdown for me.

When the lasering part is done, he washed my eye and I could see him using this thingie that looked like those old skool icecream stick for cup icecream on my eyes and the whole procedure was done. Haha. All in approximately 10 mins' work? Hehe.

One of the nurses led me back to the prep room to rest up for a while and also to wait for Dr Ang to check on my eye before I was allowed to go back. By then, my vision started to be slightly clearer on my left eye. The nurse gave me a pack of stuff containing a really ugly pair of cyborg sunglasses/goggles to be worn during my sleep/outdoors, an antibiotic solution, and a box of eyedrops to lubricate my eyes. I was told to apply the antibiotic solution every 2 hourly starting from the time I get home, and apply the eyedrops every 15 mins interval.

Dr Ang then came to check on my eye and praised me for doing great. Said everything seem to be 'beautiful' (I think that's his favourite word) and gave me the green light to go home.

Went for coffee with Leon before he sent me home. By then I could see clearer and vision started to improve gradually. Eyes felt irritated and stingy for the rest of the afternoon and felt much better by the time I woke up from my nap when it was time for dinner.

Day 2 - Right eye op today
Woke up and for the first time in a very very long time, I could see the green power light and the outlines of the air flap on my a/c! Weee! :D In another 3 hours' time, I'll be having my corrective op on my right eye. So very nervous!

Okie dokie. Leon is on his way here now. He's a meanie. LISTEN TO YOURSELF BABY #$%^&*

You meanie.
MEANIE.
MEANIE.
I would rather talk to you okie.
Not nobody or anybody :p

:(

Okie. Bye bye!



I'm back!

Weee back from my trip! Truly a shopping paradise. Only spent2 days buying like mad because I was ill for the most of the trip :( Nonetheless I had a great time spending 24/7 with my baby!

Thank you baby for being such a dear and taking such wonderful care of this sick old lady even though you were sick yourself :(

Thanks for washing my legs and feet without fail everyday. Felt really pampered. Leona was a great companion as well :D

And guess what my baby bought me for my belated birthday gift! Or rather gifts! Cause he bought not just one, but two! :D:D:D We braved the rain to get these over at erawan before we prayed at the shrine. Weee! Happy!


Tsk tsk! And hor, my baby is generous ok! These are real ones hor! Not fake ones! We got them from the boutique. If fake one I will crack open his head :D (Platinum fakies no thanks baby! I will murder u, leona and baby dinosaur all at once!)

Anyway his parents also came over with his little cousin on sat-mon. Had fun tagging along with them and eating good food. His parents also bought me a bottle of perfume and cookies when they came over. Hehe. So sweet hor.

Details and pictures of the trip another day. Another 15 hours to the surgery. I am so scared! Luckily Leon will be there with me.

Thank you Baby for being the best thing in my life up till now. Every second we spend together reminds me of how much you love me. I don't just hear those words from you, I see the acts of love from you and these mean just so much to me. Everytime I hurt, it touches me deeply to hear you tell me that at that moment, I am your best friend, and vice versa, and best friends tell each other everything. It gives me great confidence to know that I am depending on you not just as someone special but also as your best friend and soulmate. This, I know, will never change. And the bond we share will never break. And these feelings built the foundation for all that we feel now and it assures of me the many great things to come in the future. Each time I look into your eyes and hold your hand, I see and feel like I hold our future in our fingertips. Every moment we spend together feels like it will continue to last a lifetime.

Thank you Baby for opening up my heart and at the same time, keep my brain intact.

Love is illogical. But with you, love is makes sense because that's just the way is should be and should have been.

Meeting you, is the best thing is my life.

Truly.

:)



My pride, my joy!

He cleared all his papers for the semester!

Yay!

I am so proud of him!

2 more sems to go... with no extra baggage.... YAY!

This calls for a celebration.

After I nap that is.

My wisdom tooth is giving me problems again.

And it's 12 hours to check in.

:(



Sunnies!
Finally got my pair of sunnies in prep for the Lasik. Oh yeah, for those who doesn't know, I am going for Lasik after I come back from my trip. Very nervous. Shall not talk about it. Hahaha.

Anyway it's pretty hor! Hehehehe. Very pleased with my buy :) Cost me a bomb though. Sob sob :*( 303 for this pair. Oh the lenses are in this slightly pinkish tone! *grin* Hehehehehe.

So yeah, my current contract is ending on Monday and I've started to clear my leave since Friday. Been filling my days with Leon, Leon and more Leon ever sine he came back. Been eating (alot!), walking (alot!) and meeting up with the rest.

Great to have him home again :)

Leaving to BKK in like two days! Very excited! Going for 9 days and I am starting to feel homesick :( Haiz. Hope everything will go well and I'll have a good trip. And oh, I am going to pick out my present at BKK! Hope I can find what I want at the boutique. Wee!

A dear friend is going through shit.. Hey girl.. I don't know how to comfort you because I know it hurts very much. Take time to get over it k? *hugs* I'm sorry we couldn't help to make things better for you. You're a very strong person and we are very proud of you. Love you babe. *hugs*

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