light my way

Sunday, October 28, 2007 ;

7:05 PM

Still no light at the end of my tunnel..

Getting impatient and flustered.

He'll be home in less than a month.. and I can't wait..

I feel someone to push me in the right direction.

But what is the "right direction"?

light my way ♥

Sunday, October 21, 2007 ;

10:09 PM

Received a piece of good news today..

Happy for u girl!! :D

要幸福喔!

:)

light my way ♥

Saturday, October 20, 2007 ;

3:53 PM

A little piece of Japan...

He got me a pinky DS sock! Weee! KAWAII DESU NE!

light my way ♥

Sunday, October 14, 2007 ;

7:19 PM

HAHAHAHAH

Was sharing something funny with Leon today when he decided to be funny. And of course, a cheeky question is almost always brings forth a cheeky reply.

Yet at the same time, it makes me smile because, he does know me so very well :)

fairylove says (7:15 PM):
I was told by my geologist colleagues, that, they encountered a king cobra in the vicinity of our mining concession not too long ago.

I am so not going to pee into the bushes - like I always do - for I fear that king cobra might jump out, and sink a fang or two into my dick. Especially, when the common myth for handling a venomous snake bite, is to suck out the poison.

fairylove says (7:15 PM):
And our entire mining team at site are male.
Leon says (7:16 PM):
....
Leon says (7:16 PM):
lol
Leon says (7:16 PM):
baby
Leon says (7:16 PM):
if i get bitten by a snake
Leon says (7:16 PM):
will u suck the poison for me :)
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
im a careful person baby
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
of coz i will save u
Leon says (7:17 PM):
...
Leon says (7:17 PM):
nvm
Leon says (7:17 PM):
forget that i asked
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
but i dont wanna risk the poison going str for ur heart
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
:)
Leon says (7:17 PM):
u'll cut if off
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
ill cut it off for u no matter what it takes
Leon says (7:17 PM):
i know.
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
even if i have to sharpen a rock
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
i will
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
just for u
Leon says (7:17 PM):
sigh
fairylove says (7:17 PM):
so dont worry too much ok
Leon says (7:18 PM):
nvm :(

He met his match. *grins*

light my way ♥

Saturday, October 13, 2007 ;

1:47 PM

When the going gets tough... the tough goes shopping...

Think a number of you already know of my love affair with Clarins... So this post wouldn't be a surprise to you peeps..

Wahahaha.

I went shopping. And, Yes, like they said, retail therapy works wonders for the broken soul.

Clarins had a double points promo for Serums. And being a Clarins freak, how can I let the chance pass through me just like that? :D

As usual.. spent quite a bit again. Can never seem to be rational at their coutner :(

Bought the facial and eye lift duo (my facial lift finishing soon! must stock up!), the total whitening serum(I have one already, got this for my mom; seems quite effective for her freckles heh) and bought their Ultra foaming cleanser to try (smells awesome!)

Total damage: 318 *sheepish*

My darlings. *grin*

My treasure cove. :x Majority Clarins stuff, my masks and body-pampering items. Wahahaha. Some of the Clarins items extend beyond what you can see in front. Wahaha I noe, I am such a Clarins whore!

Total damage so far: > 1500. *screams*

I heart Clarins.

Wee!

And I am so broke!

light my way ♥

Thursday, October 11, 2007 ;

7:37 PM

What the hell am I doing here.

I feel mildly depressed. And worried. And impatient.

Work is never-ending.. Unfulfilling.. Spending so much time doing other people's work since they are on training...

I should get out of there.

But I can't at the moment.

But what the hell am I waiting for?

I don't even know if it will ever come.

But I am stuck.

I am starting to sink into a comfort zone.

And there is nothing comfortable about Hell, sadly.

I feel like I am being pushed to the lowest of the lowest priority.

Everything seem to far out of my reach. I am starting to feel alone.

People are moving on, making progress while I am still struggling to get out of this mess.

I have no courage.

I don't know what to do, or why I am waiting.

Suddenly, there is nothing I want anymore.

I need change.

A positive change.

light my way ♥