Sunday, December 14, 2008 ;
7:26 PM
If I ain't got you
It was a rather stressful and lousy weekend, if you allow me to be selfish enough to say..
I have so many things I wish to say, but I do not know where to start.
Happiness seems seemingly vulnerable.
Can it be about me?
Can I be selfish?
But what about you? How do I go about doing this to let this be about you?
I love you. So very much...
Now all I really want for Christmas, is YOU.
The only pic we took in Syd together cause he didn't want strangers handling his DSLR.. tsk tsk.. and the only pic turned out blurry and out-of-focus
I only wish for us to be this happy, every day.
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
light my way ♥
Monday, December 08, 2008 ;
7:16 PM
What an amazingly contented weekend.. and it's back to work tomorrow... Haiz...
Going to BBK tomorrow as well. Haiz. Long story. But gonna be there with my staff for 2 days before I leave her there for the rest of the week. Hopefully things will go well and I'll be able to get all the info I need.
Workload is getting heavier.. Been arrowed to do a lot of "heavy-duty" projects. Don't know why either. Haiz. Anyway shall not talk too much about work here. Must try and separate work and personal life. Hee.
Anyway so far, on the "personal" life front, things has been better than perfect. Baby is home for good and I guess I have had a little rough time coping with his return initially (weird right, I should be elated but for some reason, I was worried he will find a new gf now that he's back) but I guess I am now slowly getting used to it, and in fact, enjoying having him home again so much that I have difficulty tearing mysef away from him.
Spent the entire long weekend with him. Stayed over on sat till today. Heee. Stayed over on thurs as well as I had to do some shopping for my volunteer activity on Sat. Thanks Baby for helping me to carry the candies and packing some samples! You are very talented! And TY for crawling out of bed so early the next morning to send me to work! :)
Went to meet our gaming friends for his welcome dinner at Ikoi on Sat. Not too bad but I still very much preferred Straits Kitchen. Guess I'm not so much of a Jap buffet person.
Sun was a laborious day in comparison. Helped clean his car in the morning. Took us two hours just to clean it. Can't reach the roof thou.. Hahaha. Now it's sparkly clean! Went to Ikea afterwards to get some storage solutions for my stuff at his place. Helped to clean his room afterwards. Super big project. His room is SOOOOO DUSTY!!! Was sniffing and tearing really badly at the end of it. I am super allergic to dust so imagine the amount of discomfort I was going through in the process! Hai. All for love!! And YAY, Baby cleared out 1 deck for me and 1 portion of his hanging space for me so that "I can be ready to move in anytime". Hahaha. He's so sweet even when he's daydreaming :p
Spent the entire day in his bed today, from yesterday's sneezing and tearing, before he sent me home. Haiz. Hope I'll feel better tomorrow. Cannot afford to fall sick during this period :( Must be genki genki! A lot of things waiting for me to do.. :(
So glad he's back home. And I am glad that we seem to be both wanting to move forward with our plans. I pray to God that He will help us stay together and be together happily like always. Baby always says he loves making fun of me, and as much as he tickles me until I struggle so that I will say I am fat Lewie, it makes me happy that we are having fun, just enjoying each other's company, instead of trying to find something to do to keep each other occupied. I guess it's a relief to know that for better or worse, we will still be happy simply because we have each other.
I can't help but feel my own happiness each time I see YOU.
I am glad that it's YOU and no one else.
I am glad that each time I smile, and laugh, it is because of YOU and no one else.
I am glad I am feeling the way I feel because of YOU and no one else.
This time round, I finally found the love I was dreaming of and it can only be YOU and no one else. And I hope that love has found me for you too!! :)
Don't say I don't love you, cause I really really do.
Don't say I am not happy with you cause I really really am.
You have no idea how much I light up inside and outside each time I see you.
I am happy, I really really am!
light my way ♥
Tuesday, December 02, 2008 ;
10:40 PM
Knowing your plans made me glad.. TY for telling your dad that.. It made me very happy.. :)
It's amazing how just seeing you lift my spirits entirely.. Gone are the negative sad feelings, gone are the insecurities.. Just seeing you makes my world burst into brilliant colors from a dull grey..
I guess Ju's right.. I have nothing to worry about :)
You are not him.. you will never be him..
You are different and you will be worth the 100% that I am giving you..
You can be my everything and I have nothing to worry about..
You said I am the only one and I should trust you..
I am glad you are home.. I am glad the LDR has come to an end..
Welcome home Baby :)
You made me proud.
light my way ♥
Monday, December 01, 2008 ;
8:43 PM
I AM HOME
:(
Notice the sad face.
I love Sydney.
Leon has to coax me to board the plane. SO SAD.
No pictures yet cause it's all with Leon. :)
But I had an amazing time.
The hotel location was great. Darling Harbour was awesome. The weather was perfect even if it rained.... and most of all, having him to myself for 24/7~
Sigh. I miss Sydney..
Anyway, was a pretty good day today. Work was busy as hell but that aside.. lotsa good news..
Very very happy for someone... :))) Shall keep my lips sealed for now. May God watch over them!
And my Baby.. MY MIGHTY BABY PASSED!!!
GOODBYE CANBERRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOT! :))))))))))))))))))))))
Million kisses to my Baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally, an end to the LDR crap! YAYYESTT!!!
Ok I am tired. Don't feel like blogging liao.
BYEEEEEEE!
Happy day :)))))
light my way ♥
The only pic we took in Syd together cause he didn't want strangers handling his DSLR.. tsk tsk.. and the only pic turned out blurry and out-of-focus