Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ;
7:35 PM
I have a knack of getting myself into a lot of shit..
Too much that should be left unspoken were said..
But I guess at the end of the day, if it turns out to be just the cold hard truth, I would just have to bite the bullet and ride through the truth.
Am I asking for too much? I don't know, I have little expectations, almost next to none.
I know exactly why I am slogging my guts out. It's for our future.
I know why I do my best. It's for us.
I know exactly why I do so much ever when I do not have to. 'Cause I love you enough to.
Perhaps its the wrong choice of your words.
Perhaps it's just your playful nature.
Perhaps it's just the addiction that I am familiar with.
I don't know..
If I could, I would happily schedule my life around you.. and I am trying to.. but would you do that for me? I dont want just talk.. it means nothing to me without action..
I am a gaming widow.
And the irony is, I used to be a gamer.
So why am I feeling the grief?
Did it ever cross your mind that perhaps it is because this is overboard?
WOW can not keep you warm at night.
WOW can not put food on your table.
WOW can not hold your back when you fail in life.
WOW can not tell you how much it loves you when you devote yourself to it.
But I can.
So tell me, am I being unreasonable?
light my way ♥
Monday, February 09, 2009 ;
8:07 PM
One more month to...
PHUKET!=)
Time to re-charge away from work, and more importantly, bond with my Baby!
A little way overdue due to a busy work schedule but it's going to be our second anniversary trip!
=)
I CAN'T WAIT!
Tix booked, hotel booked, leave approved.
Now what's left is to pack my bags and LEAVE!
One more month...!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!
light my way ♥
