Tuesday, September 21, 2010 ;
10:11 PM
I miss my Smelly!
:(
light my way ♥
Sunday, September 19, 2010 ;
9:30 PM
Back from a short trip to malacca. Went with 2 if my colleagues and stayed a night there.
It's funny how a vacation without smelly doesn't seem like a real vacation. Somehow, food is less enjoyable, the stay is less enjoyable and a huge part of it is going through the motion really just really taking in the sights and sounds. Not that it wasn't enjoyable, but it would have been better if Smelly was with me.
When we were driving down the highway, I could imagine smelly complaining about the drivers and the stupid left rule.
When I was eating Assam laksa, I wish smelly could try it too.
When I was eating chendol, I could imagine smelly telling me how they could make it taste better.
When I was trying the pineapple tarts abd piahs, I could imagine smelly saying, not bad.
When I was trying to enter a shop, u could imagine smelly saying, no more shopping for you.
And so much more.
I miss you Smelly. Let's visit malacca together someday so we can do all of the above and more okie?
light my way ♥
Monday, September 06, 2010 ;
7:55 PM
Off today and it was a good break from the usual work routine. Feels good to just spend time slacking, watching videos and basically having some time to ponder over the events of late.
A small handful (but definitely too many) of my staff's loved ones are in critical conditions. As much as I know it's a bane for my manpower planning but it makes me feel a lot worse to know the amount of anxiety and pain they are going through at this current moment.
Life is indeed short and unpredictable. There is really no point in being so calculative and seeking to win or have the best advantage all the time. Sometimes, being at a slight disadvantage can be just as much as an enjoyment than getting the best deal over the others, especially towards a loved one. Afterall, it's a blessing to give.
Perhaps it's because life is so short that there is no time to waste. It becomes more important that perhaps, settling down earlier than planned, is not that bad an idea afterall. To begin the new life together, as life partners. To find joy in every day, rather than just a few days a week. And to celebrate our union and joy, in the way you want.
I am lucky, just to know that I will have you there by my side. And it is slowly becoming very real to me.
No jitters. Yet.
Just a firm belief and confidence that we will continue to be happy, like how we always have been.
light my way ♥
Sunday, September 05, 2010 ;
10:19 PM
Thankful, for you, for your love, for our love.
I love you.
light my way ♥
