light my way

Tuesday, March 29, 2011 ;

11:01 PM

12 Feb 2005

Had a rack of ribs at cartel and took some pictures! Hehe, quite funny. I bought him a set of Anime figures. Females of course.. Haha. Would probably post those pictures up! Hopefully can quench him of his loneliness la! Haha. Took a while for me to decide on them. Haha. School uniform somemore! His favourite. Heeee!

Followed Leon bac to his place after that to meet up with Nana. Help him a bit with his last minute packing and had dinner with his family. Cham.. Ate so much!! Was so bloated especially with that rack of ribs. Headed to the airport afterwards. Met the rest up again, had coffee and chit chat a bit. Quite funny. Hai. Gonna be a long time before that happens again :/ Oh well, glad I didn't make a scene by crying when he left. He probably made it easy but making things quick. Basket, didn't even turn back :(

Starting to feel really weird to come back home without seeing an msn message that says 'hello jiejie!' (for now). Feels even weirder that he will no longer call me to mimic honky tong man or sing a moo moo song just for kicks.. Will even miss him hitting me and his teasing.

It so odd to know he's not around in SG. A little heartbreaking even. Gonna miss that guy so much.. Time flies.. Cannot believe he is still using chipz as my name for his hp contact! Haha (Chipz was an old nick for some game we met in. Oddly, most of the group know me as that as well. And sometimes, they introduce me as that to the other people. So weird :P )

It only seemed like yesterday when an ex boyfriend told me about this cute, funny boy by the nickname of Caprio. Haha. And before I knew it, he became an informant and one of my best friends. And suddenly, my bestest Didi. Now, 4+, 5 years have passed and he's gone to a strange land to pave his way towards his future.

Fabulous friend, amazing brother. Never failed me. Think I've only yelled at him in public once and despite that, he didn't get mad at me or retaliate. All he did was listen and try to explain when I felt better. Always there for me, through thick and thin. Always making me laugh when I was down. Always there to listen when I needed a pair of ears. Always there at my command (Sorry, times like those, I really appreciated it Di!). Always the perfect gentleman. Always sayanging me. My bestest pal, sweetest brother, greatest bud.

Oh well.. gonna be a different 10 months. Proud of you Didi! Jiayou ok? Will miss you and do remember to contribute to DogNPig!

Come on everybody! Ding dong bell! Pussy in the well! Catchphrases like these will always be in my heart with your exact tone. Do try to cut down on smoking and watch your health (and diet!) ah! Booze less too! Save it for the day when you come back! And remember the font thing your aunt said! Don't say I never do my job! Don't think you are going to be taking much pictures there so remember to email us more! Will always be here when you need a listening ear k? *Big hugs* Will miss having you around so much! :(

It's amazing how things turned out.

:)

I'm one hellavu lucky girl.

Can't believe I will be married to him in a year's time!

light my way ♥

Monday, March 28, 2011 ;

8:01 PM

Contented.

That's how I feel everytime I look at you.

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Tuesday, March 22, 2011 ;

10:25 PM

Hampi baby, mummy and daddy misses you.

Mummy think of you almost every moment.

Mummy tells herself its a bad dream a thousand times a day. And at the end of it, she knows it's not a dream afterall.

Mummy hurts when she sees daddy crying. Please help daddy feel less lonely.

Mummy is terrified you will feel cold under the trees, out in the open. Yet mummy has no courage to unearth you because Mummy doesn't want to forget how handsome you look in your final moments. Mummy is terribly sorry.

Mummy hopes you are happy in your hamster heaven and there's an endless supply of croissants and sunflower seeds. Mummy needs you to be happy so we can be happy.

Hampi baby, we miss you.

light my way ♥

Monday, March 14, 2011 ;

8:33 PM

Stressful week. :(

Exams and my project is due in 2 weeks. :(

Secretariat duties for my HQ involvement is really putting me at a loss. No idea how to draft agendas or tasklists. No idea what to do with 'matters arising' and the worst of all, my colleague whom I am covering is in reservist.. I feel bad having to text him so much today but I really have no idea how to be a secretary! Sigh :( The meeting is this wed. HELP!!!!

I miss Smelly.

Stressful week.

:(

3 year glitch, and a 7 year itch? I hope we experience none of this and will be always this happy.

SIGH. I need the week to be over now. :(

light my way ♥

Monday, March 07, 2011 ;

8:33 PM

I hate to admit this but... everytime I hear leona's voice, I forget all my worries. Perhaps its the anger that displaces it. Haha.

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Sunday, March 06, 2011 ;

9:57 PM

I feel terrified :(

Very stressed thinking of the month ahead of me.

I miss Smelly :(

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7:41 PM

Another weekend just went by again.

Fell ill, lungs couldn't catch up afterall.

Paid the deposit for the banquet, which means the date has been finalised!

Attended Tween's ROM. Went to the wrong place and missed the ceremony, sigh. :(

Accompanied Smelly to his office to complete some work while I do my project last night.

Met up with the photographer to talk through some details.

All these while I was on medication.

Feeling drained, tired, but happy these 4 days.

And now that the weekend is almost gone, I am back to my not-so-happy self.

A lot of deadlines waiting for me at work.

A lot of meetings waiting.

A lot of projects waiting.

Exams' waiting.

Sigh. Very stressed up.

Isn't this year good for Dogs? It feels like it's either do, or die. :(

Sometimes, I just wish I can sleep it all away and just focus on what's most important to me now - US.

Still got to plan for the photo taking trip.

Still got to look for the dress.

Still got to look for nice clothes for the photoshoot.

Still got to look out for cheap air tix.

How I wish I can have a long break and just pretend work don't exist.

light my way ♥

Thursday, March 03, 2011 ;

8:58 AM

Sick at home, emptying out my lungs each time I cough. Been sick for days and I have finally come to my senses that I am a mortal. And the last thing I want is to die in the office.

But instead of resting at home, here I am trying to start on my FSM project.

Life sucks :(

I miss Smelly.

On the bright side, we will be meeting the coordinator tonight to sign the contract for the banquet. I am excited!

That day, Smelly asked me excitedly if I feel excited because our house is going to be ready soon!

I am excited because you are excited Silly :) I look forward to building our home together!

I can't believe, this time, next year, I will be Mrs Ee!

I like the sound of it, it makes me happy! :D

Ok back to work, and squeezing my lungs.

light my way ♥